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January 01, 2008

Comeback...well, sorta!

A thousand years have passed...

I think this page is dying...or is it already dead? Hmm...

Oh, yeah! January 1 2008! First day of the new year! the Year of the Rat - Yuki's year (to those who do not know who Yuki is or his relation with the rat please refer to Fruits Basket   n__n) That reminds me...AnimeCon or OtakuFest in UP Cebu!!! Yeey! *insert boogie emoticon* Anywho, yeah, the Convention which I reeeeaaaalllyyy wanna join...like, I've been thinking about it for...a few weeks...but I'm still debating whether or not I shall go as a cosplayer or not...hmm...if I'm cosplaying then it means I have to wear a friggin' costume- damn, I need money for the costume and equipment. But I'm still not sure which character I wanna portray..  (-_-*) hmmm....well, Amane Misa of Death Note is out of the picture though I really wanted to be her...I'm not cutout for playing  *coughanannoyingcough* blonde character! her costume's also a huge problem! What's with the fishnets, crosses, skulls and such?! its so freakin' goth! hehehe....well, other choices are Yuki Cross of Vampire Knight ( ^_^ vampires...i love vampires <3) OR Kuchiki Rukia of BLEACH (my new obsession...naruto couldn't get a hold of my interest so I switched to BLEACH..and it was a good choice!) To play Yuki is okay..Rukia easy...well, sorta. Yuki's costume is kinda hard to make while Rukia's is easy with the exception of her odd hairdo and her soul extractor gloves which i tell ya is hard to find or make... *grumble*  *__* (gets a weird idea) or should i be....

URAHARA!! wahahah......my fave character in Bleach!! SlipperHatman!! Nah! hehehe..wouldn't work! But still it'll be funny to be him...wait, im a girl so i can't be him anywayz! XD

                            

October 09, 2007

LiP rInGs & hEnNa TatTOoS!!

Ever since my discovery of Tokio Hotel, a German band (yeah! I didn't know they were germans okie? I just thought the lead singer was PRETTY...then, i realize that the lead singer was actually a HE!) my "thing" with lip rings and tattoos came back.

Yes! Tattoos...i like tattoos...its still art ya know! But i like those henna type...the one that lasts only a week long? And with lip rings...yes, definitely love those! I love piercings...on the ears, lips...bellybutton..yeah, tolerable but...yeah...but piercing in "other" parts...just EEWW!!! I can see people with tongue piercings...ew!!! just gross...how can they talk properly with those things?? And the other parts...don't want to talk about it...its just too...you know...

Anyway, i don't get this rant...just random stuff....

I'm suppose to study for Anthro final exam tomorrow...but I'm bored...and anyone who has heard me rant 'bout anthro would know that i seriously don't like anthro.....maybe if it was taught in another school by another teacher...maybe that'd solve my problem....XD...just maybe.

September 28, 2007

Rescue Me

This used to be our secret
Now I'm hiding here alone
Can't help but read our names on the wall
And wash them off the stone

I trusted you in every way
But not enough to make you stay
Turn around
I've lost my ground

Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see
Come and rescue me
Only you can set me free
Come and rescue me
Rescue me
Rescue me

We lied when we were dreaming
Our crying was just fake
I wish you could deny it
Here and today

My SOS on radio
The only chance to let you know
What I fear
Can you hear?

Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see
Come and rescue me
Only you can set me free
Come and rescue me
Rescue me
You and me
You and me
You and me

The walls are coming closer
My senses fade away
I'm haunted by your shadow
I reach to feel your face
You're not here
Are you here?

Come and rescue me
Rescue me

Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see
Come and rescue me
Only you can set me free
Come and rescue me
Rescue me
You and me
You and me
Rescue me
You and me
Set me free
Rescue me

May 03, 2007

INVICTUS

OUT of the night that covers me,
  Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
  For my unconquerable soul.
 
In the fell clutch of circumstance          5
  I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
  My head is bloody, but unbowed.
 
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
  Looms but the Horror of the shade,   10
And yet the menace of the years
  Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.
 
It matters not how strait the gate,
  How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:   15
  I am the captain of my soul.

November 22, 2006

愛しい人

愛しい人
泣かないで、笑ってみせて。
泪がみたくて「好き」って
言ったんじゃないんだよ?

愛しい人
大丈夫、淋しくなんかないでしょ。
だって貴方が淋しい時、
僕も淋しいんだよ?

愛しい人
瞑じた目はまだあけちゃ
駄目だかんね。
そのまま… そのまま… って
寝ちゃ駄目だよ(笑)

愛しい人
「貴方の為なら死ねる」じゃなくて
「貴方の為に生きる」事にしたよ。
もちろん貴方もご一緒に、
この先も、その先も。

もっと自分自身(あなた)、
愛してやりなよ。
僕はその余った分でいーから。

愛しい人
たとえ生まれ変わったとしても

by: Miyavi

CERTIFIED PINOY!!!

Some thing I read just a few seconds ago...(from researching)

These Germans want to become Pinoys

The Philippine Star

By CHRISTINA MENDEZ

While throngs of Filipinos go abroad and give up their citizenship for greener pastures, some foreigners would rather become Filipino citizens and are proud of it.

The resolutions on the applications for Philippine citizenship of two Germans — Fr. Ulriuch Schlecht and Michael G.J. Gleissner — were unanimously approved by the Senate Monday.

Voting 20-0, the Senate approved on third and final reading the two resolutions that originated from the House of Representatives, which recommended the granting of citizenship to Schlecht and Gleissner.

Gleissner, a media entrepreneur and businessman, is chairman of the Bigfoot Group of Companies.

In 2002 he founded Bigfoot Asia Pacific Foundation Inc., a non-profit organization that provides opportunities to the less fortunate to gain information technology skills in the country.

Schlecht, a retired priest who wants to stay in the Philippines for good, spent 40 years of his life as a missionary for the Society of the Divine Word (SVD). He is 67.

"Dili ako babalik. I will stay here for good kasi I love it here. All the people I know are here. I don’t know anybody there (in Germany) anymore. I spent my life too long here and I like it here," Schlecht remarked in mixed Cebuano and English. He also knows how to speak Filipino.

In an interview with The STAR before he was granted citizenship, Schlecht added he doesn’t mind the politics here and just wants to be of service to Filipinos.

"Never mind (the politics). But I like it here," Schlecht said.

Schlecht was born on Sept. 15, 1939 in Arnsberg, Germany to Gustav Schlecht and Klara Henne.

"We are eight brothers and sisters. All except me live in Germany. My youngest sister Irmgard, spends much time in the Philippines, at least several weeks each year," Schlecht said. His father died in 1971 while his mother is now 90.

"I arrived in the Philippines on August 13, 1962 for the purpose of studying Theology here and work as a priest of the Catholic Church and a member of the Society of the Divine Word (SVD)," Schlecht said.

‘A good amount of evil’

In his appeal to lawmakers in seeking Filipino citizenship, Schlecht expressed his earnest desire to be a Filipino.

"I have lived and worked in the Philippines since 1962 with one interruption. I have every intention to stay here (until) I die. And since I have come to love the country and its people, I would greatly desire to be given Filipino citizenship," Schlecht said.

The priest, now retired, also wrote President Arroyo on May 31, 2002.

"There is no real necessity for me to apply for Filipino citizenship. I have been happy with my German ancestry and I have never in my life come into any conflict with German laws," he wrote the President in his one page "letter of intent."

Schlecht added: "So why would I apply for Filipino citizenship? I feel that after 40 years of living and studying and working here among the people, after having experienced many ups and downs, much joy and sorrow, and after much good and also a good amount of evil, I have come to love the people, and I have decided to stay here for good."

Upon his arrival in 1962, Schlecht lived and studied in the Christ the King Seminary in Quezon City, and later at the Divine Word Seminary in Tagaytay City.

After his ordination as a priest at the SVD in Tagaytay City, he was assigned to work at the University of San Carlos in Cebu City for 20 years from 1966 to 1986. It was during this time that he fell in love with the Philippines, he said.

Schlecht taught Religion and worked as university chaplain and later as director of the San Carlos Retreat House.

From 1986 to 1991, Schlecht was reassigned to Germany to help in one of SVD’s colleges there. He returned to the country, particularly in Trento, Agusan del Sur where he spent his later years on pastoral work.

It was in 1996 that the German priest opened a new parish in Sta. Maria, Trento, a village located 17 kilometers from the town in the mountains where a number of Manobos thrived.

"I built the parish from scratch, and was able to construct all the things needed for the work in a regular parish... I was also able to rebuild and enlarge all 18 chapels of the parish so that the people in the mountain sitios would have a better place for worship and assembly," Schlecht recalled.

In appreciation of Schlecht’s effort, the Trento municipal council passed a resolution describing the German priest as somebody who does not confine his work to spiritual needs but "also... to the needs of the people in every parish where he is assigned."

The Trento town resolution accompanied Schlecht’s application for citizenship which he submitted to the Senate.

Schlecht was accompanied by Agusan del Sur Rep. Rodolfo Plaza and his wife, Shirley, and a few friends at the Senate last Wednesday when Sen. Juan Ponce Enrile, chairman of the Senate committee on justice and human rights, sponsored the citizenship application of the two Germans.

The granting of Filipino citizenship of a foreigner is a difficult process since any application has to muster the approval of the House of Representatives and the Senate.

‘Beautiful Filipino song’

Gleissner meanwhile has become so in love with the country that he has learned by heart some famous Filipino songs. A brief manuscript on Gleissner’s biography presented to the Senate showed his love for the country and its people.

Gleissner is chairman of Bigfoot Entertainment, a fully integrated entertainment company specializing in production, production services, talent management and film financing.

Mr. Gleissner’s love for Filipino culture has him setting his sights on promoting Filipino music abroad.

He has singled out "Anak" by Freddie Aguilar and "Bakit Ngayon Ka Lang" by Ogie Alcasid, which are among his favorite songs.

Gleissner had also acquired the rights to remake the song, "Bakit," and made a $150,000-worth music video of the song.

This was prompted by an incident at an international hotel here when Gleissner requested the band to play, "Bakit."

When told by the hotel manager the band does not do Filipino songs as an in-house policy, Gleissner blurted out: "But that’s a beautiful Filipino song, you should do it."

Gleissner first arrived the country on Sept. 11, 2001.

Back in Germany, Gleissner owns an IT company he founded at the age of 18 with two partners.

He has since extended his business operations to the US and Africa.

In 1998, Gleissner left his hometown and moved to the US, which became his primary residence. He later became vice president of Amazon.com, which he acquired in 1998.

What struck Gleissner when he got here was the Filipinos’ love for music. The manuscript submitted to the Senate said Gleissner fell in love with the people, the culture and the country.

Gleissner saw the warmth of the Filipinos, their ability to laugh and enjoy life despite the difficulties in life, and the closely-knit families.

What he liked the most is the Filipinos respect for the elderly, the family ties that bind the young to the old, with the children taking care of their parents, and parents prioritizing their children’s needs over their own.

As he envisioned Cebu to become the Hollywood in Asia, Gleissner had invested millions of dollars to set up the Bigfoot Global Solutions with headquarters in Cebu. He also invested $20-million in setting up the International Academy of Film and Television (IAFT)/Bigfoot Entertainment, a fully integrated entertainment company specializing in production, professional training, production services and film financing.

"He may not be a native Filipino but he has become a Filipino at heart, loving the country despite its imperfections, calling it home," the manuscript said.

"Wherever he goes, he always finds that he misses the Philippines. The Philippines and the Filipinos have captured a portion of his heart, and just like many overseas Filipinos, Mr. Gleissner wherever he goes he will always come back to the country that he has come to love," it said.

Media mogul

Gleissner was living a cosmopolitan life in Germany before moving to the United States where he also became vice-president of Amazon.com.

His foundation in the Philippines focuses on providing IT education, especially at public schools located in underprivileged areas in the country.

For its first year alone, Bigfoot Asia Pacific Foundation built 22 Bigfoot Learning Centers in remote public elementary and high schools in Cebu and Negros Oriental.

Gleissner’s other business ventures included Cleverlearn Inc., the leading provider of English learning solutions and Movielearn Inc, which provides the fine and interactive way to learn English through movies developed by young Filipino talents.

Besides tapping the Filipinos’ unrealized potentials, Gleissner also wanted to help the most vulnerable and disadvantaged sectors of society, especially the children.

Gleissner’s Bigfoot Foundation has established two-30 seat teacher training laboratories in Cebu City, four 15-seat teacher-training centers in Bongo, Bahaman, Alco and Dumajug to serve teachers and schools in remote areas in the province.

The foundation had also established computer labs and training centers, and turned over 20,000 free accounts of its CleverCourse product to the Department of Education for the use of elementary and high school students in Cebu City and Cebu province.

CleverCourse features the largest library of English lessons online. It offers general English course, as well as industry-specific business English courses in marketing, manufacturing, business travel, finance, customer service, information technology, human resources and business presentations.

The Bigfoot Foundation also gives scholarships to poor but deserving college students, particularly seminarians and the children of ex-convicts. Gleissner believes in helping the less fortunate to attain self-sufficiency.

The website of Bigfoot Entertainment describes Gleissner as a noted underwater photographer and music video director. Gleissner began his professional career in the technology industry.

After his service as vice president at Amazon.com, Gleissner started a New York-based hedge fund, generating exceptional returns by short-selling overpriced, internet companies.

After the dot-com bubble, Gleissner made headlines as he took major stakes in devalued but viable dot-com assets when the market bottomed and exited these investments with exceptional returns.

In 2000, Gleissner turned his attention to email pioneer Bigfoot.com, acquiring and utilizing the brand for what turned into a Hong Kong and Singapore-based conglomerate, with businesses in communications, business process outsourcing, education and real estate.

An entertainment division, Bigfoot Entertainment, was then added with investments exceeding $20 million.

The investments include ventures such as a state-of-the-art production facility in Cebu, a film school, the International Academy of Film and Television, and Bigfoot Partners.

It has produced and financed diverse films such as "3 Needles" (Lucy Liu, Chloe Sevigny and Stockard Channing), "East Broadway" (Margaret Cho), "Shanghai Kiss" (Kelly Hu) and "The Curiosity of Chance" (Tad Hilgenbrinck from American Pie Presents: Band Camp).

Among projects in development by Bigfoot Entertainment are the adventure travel television series, "Nautical Angels" and feature films "See Dick Run" and "Cockfight," shooting later this year. Bigfoot also acquired the master franchise of Fashion TV in Singapore and the Philippines.

http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/storypage.aspx?StoryId=56904

October 31, 2006

Dear, Beloved One

Beloved one...Don't cry, show me your smile
If I wanted to see your tears, I wouldn't have said 'I like you', would I?

Beloved one... It's okay, you're not alone
Because when you're feeling lonely, I'll feel lonely too

Beloved one...Don't open your closed eyes
That way... that way... you can't sleep

Beloved one...

Not 'For you I would die' but 'For you I live'
Of course, we'll be together
Before this, before that...


If you love yourself more, can I have a part of that excess love?

Beloved, beloved one...

Even if we are reincarnated
I will still be 'this' me and you will still be 'that' you
And then, I will say the same words again
Always, always..


Beloved one...Please open your eyes slowly
Isn't it the same as always?
It's fine just like this.

~ Beloved One / Itoshii Hito

Miyabi / Miyavi

October 17, 2006

"Welcome To The Black Parade"

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "
Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned
?"
He said "
Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made
?"
Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade
."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "
Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned
?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
When through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
And when you're gone we want you all to know.

We'll carry on,
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.

A woman sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end
We hear the call

To carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches
On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh

Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all

Do or die
You'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
You want it all, you wanna play this part
I won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it's who we are
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I'm just a boy, who's meant to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry
We'll carry on
(
Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
You want it all, you wanna play this part
)
[x2]

October 14, 2006

DOLLS!!!

My oldest sister once had a doll.  She had been broken long before I was born, and had been put away somewhere in our basement.  I had been told many stories about her; she was named Johannah after my grandmother, she was very beautiful with raven black hair and full red lips. She was a walking doll and would also close her eyes when put to sleep. She was very tall for a doll, almost 4 feet.  As I was a curious young girl, I spent many long hours searching the basement boxes for any sign of this legendary doll. Years passed, but I never gave up my search, so sure was I that I could find her and restore her to health.  One day I was playing hide-and-go-seek with my other sisters, and I opted to hide in the tiny crawl space behind the furnace.  It was only about a foot wide, with the furnace on one side and the back of a stack of boxes on the other.  While waiting for my sisters to find me, I passed the time by looking in a few of the boxes.  Underneath one large box I noticed a bright blue steamer trunk.  I'd never seen it before! Maybe this could be where Johannah has lain waiting for me all these years! I moved a few boxes to gain access to the trunk and opened it in a flurry of excitement.  There she lay!  All they said she would be and more!  I reached toward her to lift her from her makeshift bed when I noticed her right arm and leg at an odd angle.  They had both been broken off and were lying next to her head.  This was disturbing enough, but not as much as what happened next.  SHE OPENED HER EYES!!!  No kidding!  This is a sleeping doll we're talking about here, she should not be able to open her eyes when lying down! Now I know that a doll's face is molded with a fixed expression, and regardless of her eyes being open, she should look the same.  Not so with Johannah.  As I watched, her expression seemed to change to one of displeasure.  There I was, trapped in a crawl space behind a mountain of boxes with a doll that has just woken up grumpy from a long sleep!  I can tell you this: I slammed that lid down and scrambled over the boxes before I even realized I was moving!  I ran screaming upstairs and told my parents the story, and when my Dad went down to see for himself, JOHANNAH WAS GONE! I kid you not, we looked everywhere!  The trunk was there, but she was no longer in it.  It was years before I could go back into the basement without fear of her coming after me, and to this day I'm still terrified of dolls or other inanimate objects coming to life.” – Linda, BC

http://www.hellhoundslair.com/

DOLLS!!!

My oldest sister once had a doll.  She had been broken long before I was born, and had been put away somewhere in our basement.  I had been told many stories about her; she was named Johannah after my grandmother, she was very beautiful with raven black hair and full red lips. She was a walking doll and would also close her eyes when put to sleep. She was very tall for a doll, almost 4 feet.  As I was a curious young girl, I spent many long hours searching the basement boxes for any sign of this legendary doll. Years passed, but I never gave up my search, so sure was I that I could find her and restore her to health.  One day I was playing hide-and-go-seek with my other sisters, and I opted to hide in the tiny crawl space behind the furnace.  It was only about a foot wide, with the furnace on one side and the back of a stack of boxes on the other.  While waiting for my sisters to find me, I passed the time by looking in a few of the boxes.  Underneath one large box I noticed a bright blue steamer trunk.  I'd never seen it before! Maybe this could be where Johannah has lain waiting for me all these years! I moved a few boxes to gain access to the trunk and opened it in a flurry of excitement.  There she lay!  All they said she would be and more!  I reached toward her to lift her from her makeshift bed when I noticed her right arm and leg at an odd angle.  They had both been broken off and were lying next to her head.  This was disturbing enough, but not as much as what happened next.  SHE OPENED HER EYES!!!  No kidding!  This is a sleeping doll we're talking about here, she should not be able to open her eyes when lying down! Now I know that a doll's face is molded with a fixed expression, and regardless of her eyes being open, she should look the same.  Not so with Johannah.  As I watched, her expression seemed to change to one of displeasure.  There I was, trapped in a crawl space behind a mountain of boxes with a doll that has just woken up grumpy from a long sleep!  I can tell you this: I slammed that lid down and scrambled over the boxes before I even realized I was moving!  I ran screaming upstairs and told my parents the story, and when my Dad went down to see for himself, JOHANNAH WAS GONE! I kid you not, we looked everywhere!  The trunk was there, but she was no longer in it.  It was years before I could go back into the basement without fear of her coming after me, and to this day I'm still terrified of dolls or other inanimate objects coming to life.” – Linda, BC